I did not know the last time I saw you would be the last time we spoke. You should have told me if you knew this was coming. Maybe this is your course, leaving me to wonder, maybe you’re hoping I will grow to hate you because you deserve that. But being someone’s muse has a known history of heartbreak. You’re like the shadow of a cloud. I should have seen all of this coming. Every city is empty.

You Put a curse on so many things I love in my life. So much Music. So many Films.  And that one film, you know the one. Full of coded messages- which ones were for me? My romance has been taken, my sleeping dreams eternally full of absence. Why did you ever tell me about it? I would have gone this whole time without it; because of you, I never watch romantic movies. I’m afraid of them. Did you mean to put the promise of ten years in my mind? If I could, I would tell you it ruined my life. I want to say how dare you.

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